Friday, April 30, 2010

Oh, Grizzly!

This photo doesn't even capture the majesty of this tree. It's called the Grizzly Giant and stands way above the giant sequoias at the Yosemite National Park. Its branches are as thick, if not thicker, than some of the trees in the grove. It was awesome. The road to the grove was closed so it was a long hike up, but it was worth it, just to be able to sit before this tree.

I looked at it and could feel my heart opening, tears of recognition and connection springing forth. I have been trying to live in harmony with the earth for many years, but this tree made everything real to me again. I compost, segregate, grow and eat organic, recycle, you name it, I do it, for the same reasons everyone else does it--to save the earth. That statement and others like it, have become quite abstract through the years.

As I sat before this tree, it all came home to me in a practical and profound way--to feel that connection again between myself and nature, so powerful as to break open a heart that I so wrongly thought was already open, to recognize the essence of who we are. That is what it's about.

It took the Grizzly Giant's ethereal embrace to make it all personal again--to make it universal again.

My heart remains full.

2 comments:

willa maglalang said...

hi panjee,

i feel you

it was the same for me about a couple of years ago.
only, the connection was made in the giant-trees-filled-mountains of bukidnon.

which prompted me to write some verse i would like to share with you.

september

there was no monk
when i went
but god was everywhere

i ate with my eyes
the trees and the mountains
he cooked up
i drank in the breeze
he exhaled

he was hovering
in the pillars, in the blooms
in the steps, in the weeds

and i understood
why the monks
don't talk

no one goes hungry here
no one goes cold

the tree beside me whispers
pushing me to tears:
"what else will fill you?"

"what else?"

willa

Panjee said...

Willa,

Salamat. There is so much that nature brings. We haven't even skimmed the surface. Where in Bukidnon was this? I would love to visit one day.

Thank you again for sharing.