I looked at it and could feel my heart opening, tears of recognition and connection springing forth. I have been trying to live in harmony with the earth for many years, but this tree made everything real to me again. I compost, segregate, grow and eat organic, recycle, you name it, I do it, for the same reasons everyone else does it--to save the earth. That statement and others like it, have become quite abstract through the years.
As I sat before this tree, it all came home to me in a practical and profound way--to feel that connection again between myself and nature, so powerful as to break open a heart that I so wrongly thought was already open, to recognize the essence of who we are. That is what it's about.
It took the Grizzly Giant's ethereal embrace to make it all personal again--to make it universal again.
My heart remains full.
2 comments:
hi panjee,
i feel you
it was the same for me about a couple of years ago.
only, the connection was made in the giant-trees-filled-mountains of bukidnon.
which prompted me to write some verse i would like to share with you.
september
there was no monk
when i went
but god was everywhere
i ate with my eyes
the trees and the mountains
he cooked up
i drank in the breeze
he exhaled
he was hovering
in the pillars, in the blooms
in the steps, in the weeds
and i understood
why the monks
don't talk
no one goes hungry here
no one goes cold
the tree beside me whispers
pushing me to tears:
"what else will fill you?"
"what else?"
willa
Willa,
Salamat. There is so much that nature brings. We haven't even skimmed the surface. Where in Bukidnon was this? I would love to visit one day.
Thank you again for sharing.
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